Hello family and friends,
My sweet Ben has quickly deteriorated and his mortal life is coming to an end.
Ben was able to attend the Brigham City Temple Dedication a few weeks
ago as his last hoorah out of the house. I can't think of a better
activity to choose. It truly was a blessing to be at a sacred event
surrounded by family. Ben is now chair-bound from increased pain in
addition to fatigue so he hasn't been
able to stand or be out of his chair for more than a few minutes. The
tumors are growing and causing increased pain and general ill feeling.
We
are not seeking further treatment. By the power of priesthood blessings,
Ben's pain has been controlled this week to a tolerable level that he
might enjoy these last days with family and have a peaceful passing.
Ben's
faith continues to grow and he is being sanctified as we trust in the
Lord that this is his plan. We all continue to learn from this
experience as we yield up our hearts to Christ. It is heartbreaking yet
peaceful. We hold onto the knowledge that we will be together for
eternity after all is said and done. It is hard but all is well.
We have been able to enjoy some wonderful visits with family and friends
on top of our own personal time during the last few days. We have been
looking at old photographs and videos and reminiscing about the fun
times we had. These sweet moments I will cherish forever.
We celebrated our anniversary, or better known as our Thanksiversary,
early. We were married the day before thanksgiving so every year we
prepare a delicious turkey feast for two for our anniversary. We look
forward to this day all year. As we ate dinner we watched our wedding
video that brought on tears of joy and tears of sadness.
It is absolutely heartbreaking but we are kept strong and able to endure
by holding on to the thoughts of the opportunities and promises that
lie in our future when we are reunited.
We love you and are lucky to have such a large amazing group of family and friends.
His will be done and all will be right.
We would have it no other way.
Peace is with us.